Posted on March 12, 2010.
I have a problem cutting ... long history that answer, if you're going to be serious.? Before I begin, I do not want, you need help "or" Your disgusting "I know what you do not need reminding me.
I've been cutting since I'm in sixth grade. It all started with my cousin when I was in sixth grade, she would be in eight years, she had the same problem I had, so I knew it all and to fit in I do not really cut but I scratched with a metal ruler ... not that bad a deal. In grade seven my friend Mary was jealous and told me she hates me (I'll talk about it later) so my cousin told me when she said she cut ... so I used a sewing needle sewing lab, but did not do much. A few days later I got a bad grade on a project and the teacher was angry so I took the base paper and cut ... This is the first time I drew blood. Then in eighth grade he began to be a habit, but in ninth grade this girl I said Mary, and she was my best friend since first grade and we went to the mall and she asked me out, I said no because we were such good friends, she has a little crazy but good.
The next day I went shopping there with my other best friend Fiona. Mary has discovered and she was really mad and a tantrum. She called me hurtful names and made my life a living hell is when I discovered the blade. I took my cousins and advice dismantled a pencil sharpener and used the blade. Now I have a real problem I use an exacto knife, but I'm stopping. im in tenth grade now and has started high school witch is stressful enough, but to make matters worse Mary is there. Seeing her face there every day is half the problem, but today, her friend told me that Mary told them everything I did (which were lies) and he'll kill me. if my problems are ...
1) I have really bad scars on his arm and wrist and its getting warmer and I won `t be able to without being asked where sweaters
2) I could be killed
3) Responding to Mary
Sorry to bore you with my life depressing but I really need help please give me advice
Thank you
Robbie
Hey, it's a tough thing to go, especially for a guy. I go by myself, a sophomore, reached the car for years.
About scars, you have three options really cover them with long sleeves or bands, but I guess that the band will not be enough, so you can try layering thin long sleeved shirt with a t-shirt is spacious, least in my school a lot of guys do around almost a year. You can try to make them disappear, but I'm assuming that your parents do not know, it may be difficult to get things done. Mederma apparently works well, but I do not really know from experience. I know Lotion Vitamin E helps to heal faster and prevent scars to some extent.
Your friend is a bit irrational, and curiously, I have a friend who did the same thing is Mary, I'll be very frank, even for me, it's annoying because the guy is really nice. I'll be honest, the girls are bad, and while they are angry, they will find fault with everything you do. The best thing you can do now is try to explain, but chances are she will not listen. So try to explain it now, then wait a week or two and try again. I can say that you care about her, it is hard to lose a friend, and I hope that eventually she will see as you do. If I'm misunderstanding and this is something that happened in the past, sorry. I suppose in this case, you can either try to forget, I know it's hard, or trying to talk to him again. And this threat is probably an empty threat, but you can tell someone, because you never know what can happen.
Moreover, even if you do not ask, I have a site with lots of ideas on how to cope and how.